Wednesday, May 23, 2012

25 Years Old Me


Waw, so sorry I was really late to “celebrate” my own birthday in this blog, but it’s not important, isn’t it? *wink

Years passed by so fast, then suddenly my life already reached 25 years. Don’t know what to say, but I feel so blessed that Allah gives me life this long, with many precious chances and experiences. If many years back it were going so sucks, gloomy, and dreams seem so far away to reach, while I keep mumbling about how unfair the conditions I got, at the same time, in fact, there are sooooo many wonderful things happened in me.


My life in age 24 was really GREAT. Can I say once more THAT WAS SO GREAT!

How great is it that could make me speechless to describe it. It was like sunshine after rain, that anything surrounded become so breath-taking. I cannot count how many, but that my life seems changed dramatically afterward….

Ok, my body is still having the same problem, I try so hard to maintain it properly, to support my activities in reaching my dreams.

Surprisingly got the chance to get closer to dream, got scholarship to pursue master degree abroad, although it is just Thailand, a nearby developing country, but here I can get many experiences that maybe those scholars in developed country doesn’t get, great floods, hahaa! And even though my grades in here are not outstanding, and future job still unsure (the place), I believe God has a purpose to take me here, to Thailand. Yaaah, at least I can go traveling around, I take a step to fulfill my dream to explore many interesting exotic places (Thailand is definitely one of it!) and experience local culture (becoming student here give a lot of chance to live as the way Thais do). It is nice, na?

And I finally met a careful loving man, Aria, who risks his life to understand and support me for the rest of my life. That was the greatest gift I got from him… that always makes me smile every time I think of it.  Still having much time before the D-day, I’m so excited to prepare for it.


Now, what will the 25 years old me want to reach for the so-called silver age of life?

Always, live longer and healthier, life is too beautiful to be spent in suffer...

Still become a daydreamer person that always have dreams to reach, to give value to myself, and make my family and loved ones proud. I am so grateful to have them who always around and support me.

Giving more love to living things on Earth and being more careful to others.

Get good acceptable grades for my final exams, which are not announced yet, kinda scared of it, honestly.

Conduct a good thesis and give advantage to people with all knowledge I got here.
Travel around Southeast Asia, from Thailand, to Cambodia, Vietnam, Laos, Malaysia, Singapore… That will be a great great journey :)

Not least, being a good future wife to my future husband, while waiting for the time to be real spouse. Hope we can always love, cares, and supports each other to reach happiness together, become great together!!

Amiin.


A never-ending gratitude and praise to Allah, who giving me such a wonderful life, great people around, and many good or bad things ever happened in my life. There’s always a way to catch your dreams, unless you don’t move to catch them. So I’ll take any efforts to make it come true. 

*hugs from here to you all

Warm regards,
25 years old Atrida Hadianti, still a pink cat ^^