28 Years Old Me

Yeay! It’s been a long time I didn't write any birthday post.

Well, HAPPY 28^th BIRTHDAY to myself (on May 12)

I always always being grateful that I could live this long… it is the greatest gift from God for me.

Latest birthday post was when I turned 25. I was in Thailand pursuing my master degree. And time really flies so fast, 3 freaking years already passed! I feel like I still 25 years old, but in fact I get older and older in age number.

So, what changes in me after 3 years?

Many things changed.

I am now married, my ‘jomblo hina’ (desperate single) era was ended beautifully.

I am now living in Japan, already 1 and half years, and still have 1.5 years more, or probably longer.

I am now pursuing doctoral degree, stage I never thought I would reach in this age.

The most important is… I am now a mother.

And… I think my body is now being very nice to me, since I feel a lot healthier and a lot more active.

See, there are many changes that I have to be thankful of :)

Somehow, being 28 years old give me an effect of being mature, somekind like… I should more behave like a mature adult. However, I maybe still want to be young and free, like age is not an obstacle for me for enjoy life as I want to. I still can enjoy traveling, get lost in somewhere randomly, playing with water, wearing colorful clothes… anything. Something changed is just now I am with my husband and little baby. And they are my awesome crazy mates. I can still traveling and get lost with them, and even wearing colorful clothes matching with them. Maybe, as I get older, something also changed in my mind, or the way I behave to others, but I wish it is in a good way.

Something never change from myself is… I STILL A DAYDREAMER.

There are many goals I wanna reach in the future.

For myself, for my family too…

My personal dreams, and family goals…

I still want to travel around the world, with my family. I don't know, it will be turn out… maybe for study (again), for work, or just traveling on vacation. As long as I can go to a new place in the world, I am happy.

I still want to do something useful for many people. I feel, I never do anything useful for people yet until now. I’m still thinking the way I would make it happen someday… but for now, I have to study harder, maybe someday the knowledge I gained might be useful.

Short-term dream… conduct my research in awesome way, I want to make it one of my masterpiece I will be proud of. And maybe… related to my statement above, can be useful for people too.  I also look for a fit job for me in the future. Some said, doctoral graduate may fit in teaching job, I honestly want to do it too, but kinda not confident yet. I don't know, something happened in the past regarding this matter, or maybe I just too afraid of being rejected by university I dream to work for. Hehehe…. Wherever, Jogja, Surabaya… or maybe Japan… I’ll do my best!!!

Well, I am now 28 years old.

2 more years to turn 30… hahaha…

It’s not a big deal.

Age can be older, but my soul will stay young!

Let’s being awesome in 28!

For freams, for the future, for life!!!

ASI Madness

Hahaha!

Being a mother is a blessing.

But being mother that can complete 6 months exclusively breastfeeding is amazing!

For me, it is struggling.

Yup, setiap ibu pasti ingin memberikan yang terbaik untuk anaknya, terutama untuk urusan menyusui. Ibu kucing aja bisa ASI eksklusif, mestinya ibu manusia juga bisa donk...

Sebelum lahiran aku sudah pede aja bakalan bisa ASI eksklusif, walaupun sambil kuliah. Ah, kuliah S3 kan nggak se-gembruduk S1 dan S2. Classes cuma 3 kali seminggu, dan selebihnya bisa ngerjain research di rumah, sambil nyusuin si bayi. Rencana sudah disusun matang sebelum lahiran, sampe sudah siap-siap breast pump juga.

Tiba saatnya lahiran... Oke, saya nggak gitu ngeh sama yang namanya IMD-IMD-an, secara disini dokternya pun agak susah bahasa Inggris, jadi okelah ikut aja prosedur melahirkan pada umumnya. Tapi kalo kubaca-baca dari forum dan blog ibu-ibu (later, I really hate this!), sepertinya aku ikut juga prosedur IMD, dimana setelah lahir si bayi ditaruh di dada dan mencari sendiri sumber susunya. Hihihi... lucu lho rasanya, apalagi K waktu lahir ukurannya kecil. Jadi geli-geli gitu waktu merambat.

Umur 2 hari, pagi-pagi dikasihtau kalo si bayi kuning dan harus diterapi. Oke, aku sih nggak ada masalah dia diterapi. Tapi habis itu... selain ASI, dia dikasih susu formula sama RS. Aku sempet ngotot mau kasih ASI aja, tapi dokter bilang, "But your baby now need more than you produce," don't blame me, I'm a mother and I want the best for my baby, I agree with it, with many considerations.

Pulang ke rumah, segalanya berjalan lancar, sampai akhirnya... seminggu kemudian aku masuk kuliah (I only took a break for 2 weeks for baby delivery, 1 week at the hospital and 1 week at home), dan persediaan asip ternyata nggak cukup buat si bayi selama aku tinggal (FYI, waktu itu dari rumah ke kampus perjalanannya 1,5 jam sendiri, PP 3 jam, di kampus 2 jam, waktu nunggu bus 1 jam sendiri karena busnya lewat cuma 30 menit sekali, so total pergi sekitar 6 jam). Selama 6 minggu, mau nggak mau si bayi minum ASI didampingi susu formula.

Liburan musim panas sungguh menyenangkan, karena jadi punya banyak waktu di rumah. Walaupun sesekali ke kampus cuma buat menampakkan batang hidung di lab, tapi seminggu bisa 1 atau 2 kali aja, itupun kalo ada seminar. Akhirnya K bisa ASI eksklusif, cuma minum ASI aja. Bahagia tak terkira waktu itu. Apalagi perkembangannya bagus banget, aktif banget dan nangisnya kenceng (katanya tanda anak sehat).

Hidup memang nggak selamanya berjalan mulus, ketika semester baru tiba, setelah K berumur 4,5 bulan, galau ASI datang lagi menggelayuti. Supply nggak imbang sama demand-nya. Waktu 4 months check di kuyakusho (ward office-semacam puskesmas), berat badan K kurang dari batas bawah bayi laki-laki. K terlalu kurus, walaupun perkembangan fisiknya pesat. Oke, dan dengan pertimbangan ini-itu, plus tanya-tanya ke para dokter pribadi, akhirnya okelah kembali ke pendampingan susu formula.

GALAU berat.

Sebagai ibu, aku jatuh stress.

Aku kepingiiiiiin banget bisa kasih ASI yang banyak buat anakku. Itu aja.

Dan tiap ngeliat temen-temen yang sama-sama punya bayi pada pamer hasil pumpingnya yang berbotol-botol di freezer, it breaks my heart so deep. I'm so damn jealous.

Berbagai macam cara kucoba, dari yang katanya sering nyusuin bayinya bakal banyak, minum air, makan sayur, sering di pump, semuanya. Tapi tetep aja botol UC yang kupunya cuma 7 dan itu cuma kayak ngantri aja keluar masuk freezer. Nggak ada asi berbotol-botol sampe freezer penuh... (I don't know, I cry while writing this).

Ada temennya suami yang nyaranin buat minum fenugreek (secara di Jepang nggak ada daun katuk), dan kucoba... alhamdulillah sukses memperbanyak ASI, ketahuan waktu di pump dapet lebih banyak. Seneng banget.

Tapi, 2 hari kemudian, tiba-tiba ASI mulai tersendat lagi. Kucoba tetep nyusuin dan pumping seperti biasa, dapetnya sedikit... sedih banget. Sampai seminggu, rasanya sakit. Aku tanya si adik dokter, mungkin ada sumbatan.

Akhirnya ke klinik lah kami buat periksa, karena sudah nggak tahan lagi sama sakit dan kesel cuma dapet dikit padahal sempet banyak. Dan bener, ada sumbatan...

Ya Allah... mau nyusuin anakku aja kok tantangannya segini banyaknya... aku cuma ingin memberi anakku yang terbaik...

Mas Kamen Rider sampai kasihan sama aku. Dia berusaha menguatkan hatiku.

"Kamu sudah berusaha sebisamu, kamu luangkan waktu belajarmu di kampus untuk nge-pump, kamu susuin anakmu setiap dia mau, kamu bangun tiap malam buat nyusuin kalo dia nangis, makan-minum ini itu... ASI itu yang kasih Allah, serahkan sama Allah, Dia tau yang terbaik....," katanya.

Tapi aku... kan cuma pingin kasih dia ASI eksklusif, aku pingin ASI-ku bisa berbotol-botol kayak temen-temen...

"Hey..., ASI itu kan rejeki, banyak atau sedikitnya Allah yang kasih, tapi manusia nggak boleh berhenti berusaha..."

Aku berusaha sebisaku untuk berikan ASI eksklusif untuk anakku tercinta... walaupun harus ditambah susu formula, tapi yang penting aku tetap berusaha kasih ASI.

You may judge me anything, but you should know how I struggle...

Now my baby is dancing~

Okay guys, finally I passed two chilling seasons in here.

How was it?

I always mentioned, it’s not good -_- really, for me, the freezing weather was not suit to my tropical body. But surprisingly, my husband love the winter a lot, since he rose in one of the hottest city in Indonesia, Surabaya. Anyway, my hometown Yogyakarta is also hot, somehow, but still my skin cannot adjust to cold weather yet. Now, spring has come to Kyoto, the weather getting warmer and warmer each day. And I get happier and happier, feel lively again to play under the sun, fufufu…

And as time flies so so so fast…

Now my beloved Kamen Rider is always beside me again, spend time with me again, and enjoy everything together again. It is very nice having him by my side, no more loneliness, have more laugh. He’s taking care of me very well, and I… well, become more spoiled, hehehe… He learns cooking so fast also. Formerly, he can’t cook at all, but now, he can even identify the ingredients and spices inside every cookings. Also, he prepare the meal whenever I feel unwell or… mm, lazy… (honest confession). And his cooking is always deliciozo!

sushi date

hanami date

chef Kamen Rider in action

lunch prepared by my husband ^-^

My pregnancy… thank God for these endless blessing, it going very well. Week by week, my baby is growing so fast. From just as big as a poppy seed to papaya… hahaha. And now he (yes, it’s a he) love to tease his mother by his gentle tickles from inside, and sometimes with kicks, punches and frequent moving. Aaaa… I love this baby a lot… ^-^

Yeaaa, it feels funny that there’s something inside me is ‘dancing’ like that. Sometimes, when I sit in the bus, or in the class, I saw my belly move and it burst me to laugh. However, the more he dance, the I feel so happy to know that he grow very well inside, though, in here, I don’t really do well on those so called “pregnancy treatment” as well as if I live in Indonesia.

preserving Indonesian tradition by celebrating 7 months pregnancy

By the way, I love how THIS CITY treats the pregnant women. Yes, I caps THIS CITY… like everyone and everything in this city is conspired to treat the pregnant woman very nice.

Since I (identified) got pregnant, I registered my pregnancy to the ward office for applying insurance (hokken). Then, I got a bunch of book for pregnancy check in the hospital, plus… discount coupons for the check up charge. Whoaaa… so that, in some (most) check ups, I didn’t pay any charge. For sure?? Yup, but still, I have to pay the insurance. Hehehe…

I took pregnancy check up in Kyoto University Hospital, a hospital nearby the campus. Yeah, it was just a week since I came to Kyoto when I know I got pregnant, so I just go for the only hospital I know. My friends said that hospital charge for delivery in this hospital will be more expensive than in the municipal hospital, but since I already familiar with the hospital, I decided not to move to another hospital. And hopefully, the childbirth lump sump from the insurance is sufficient enough. OSH! I believe that every child has its own fortune, I don’t worry so much about this matter.

Ahh, one more thing, I also got a very cute badge to hang in my bag… special for pregnant women. Firstly, I feel a bit shy to hang it in my bag, it is like I announce to everyone that I’m pregnant and I want the privilege (I remember a phenomenal path posting about this matter in Indonesia a little while ago). But nope, in here, it is the way the other people give respect to pregnant women. As part of child protection law, everybody have to give a good environment to a child to grow well, even since they’re in the mother’s womb. And, it were many times somebody offer me seat in the bus or train without I ask, or even intentionally show the badge to sign. This is how a great country treats their ‘special’ citizen!

As typical mother-to-be, I also craved for those cute baby stuffs. Really, even since I was not pregnant yet, I know how cute is baby stuffs and I love to buy them for my cousins or friends that just give birth. And now is my turn… everytime I see baby stuffs (clothes, toy, bedding, feeding things, etc) I got crazy.  Little by little, I gather the baby needs in list. I love this activity a lot (yeah, every women loves to shop ^-^), hahaha…! But everything in here is very expensive, the price is amost tripled from Indonesian price. Luckily, my husband already brought some baby stuffs from Indonesia. Also, my parents will visit Japan in the next two weeks, and I already ask for many baby stuffs! Yeay!

I don’t know why, but the nice baby shop in Kyoto is very far from my dormitory, have to change several trains and walk quite much. Thanks to Amazon (this is not a covert ad), I could buy some baby cute stuffs in easier way and a way cheaper, includes traveling cost. However, some stuffs are unreasonably expensive, both in the baby shop or in Amazon, in my case, mattress and pillow sheet, the price is a way beyond my budget. Then, I think about the way to solve this matter… sewing, by myself. Yes, sewing.

You know what, I’m not good at sewing with machine, eventhough my grandmother and my mother-in-law are experts in sewing. But I ever experienced in using the machine, for… sewing my cat’s trampoline, 8 YEARS AGO! Yeaaah…  then I recklessly motivated to sew my baby’s bedding sheets by myself. I bought the fabric in nearby department store and borrow dormitory’s sewing machine (luckily the dorm have this facility), the start sewing. Don't ask about the detailed result, it is, of course, not as good as professional made (since mine is skewed sewn in here and there). But I satisfied!! I wish my baby someday could understand this… that everything for him is made with love :)

6 weeks to go for the full term.

I am very excited and nervous.

Wish me luck for the big day!

here's my little gift for my coming little special one...

READ AND WRITE

Hello minna!!!

Yeah, it’s been a while since the last time I posted, as always, I feel so bad of not much spending time to write. Actually, it wasn’t because I’m too busy on research or something, even my research is now getting stuck and I don’t know what to do anymore for it. No, I actually know what I HAVE TO DO. But just… lazy.

Like writing a blog post, sometimes, without any particular reasons, I just don’t wanna do it, or spend time to do it, or for the cliché-est reason: ideas just blew away everytime I start writing.

These days, I’ve been asked to write an article for a newsletter of a programme I attended almost 2 years ago. But then…, I stuck in front of my lab computer, staring empty at the monitor, forcing my brain to work for at least write a paragraph. You know what, this article is actually an easy article, not as difficult as the research proposal. But it is very difficult to make even a sentence.

I should blame the winter that freezed my brain that bad for the last 4 months. Yeah, now the weather in here become warmer, but my brain melts down so slow.

Now I start to blog-walking again, see many pages I’ve been missed for so long. Many bloggers still keeping up their posts, managed the appearance nicely, and got more follower. In the other hand, there are also blogger left their page, just like abandoning stuffed room. I feel a bit pity about this. I also left my “room” for a while, then back again everytime I want, having less responsibility in managing it properly. This page is just an unimportant page for the world, but it’s still my OWN room. A room of expressions and thoughts of mine, to share with people in the world.

Sometimes I feel envy to the others that having many followers in their page. It means that many people are interested in reading their stories. But my page… hmm… I can’t say no one wanna read (or at least see) my post, but less people read, less interactions, it seems pointless… Or it is just my thought.

Okay, I felt (and still feel) very sad of losing my Multiply page, with many precious posts and friends (that is now spreads in many social media). I missed the spirit of posting in there, where people were kindly responded to everything I posted, even the crap-est one.

Multiply, or any kind of media may close or stop, but I shouldn’t stop writing. I feel like writing a blog post is one of the ways to develop writing skills. And to make a good writing, I should read any good (or not good, too) other posts. It sounds similar to write scientific report… I need to read more to write a good report. That’s my conclusion.

So, what I wrote today? Hehehe… another crap, but I still want you all to read (and please leave comments).

Kyoto is cloudy with little shower today, Katsura campus got a windy day and my cubicle is still the same this semester, hehehe… ah, also, my baby dance a lot today (inside).

Welcome spring… may it gives me more motivation to read and write more (both blog and report).

Me and the Rivers

Hello hello hello hello… lama tak bersua disini :)

Apa kabar semuanya?

It’s really cold here, in my point of view, as a ‘tropic child', hehehe. Yeah, winter is coming… but not yet snowing here, so happy. However, I passed my first beautiful autumn in Kyoto with not really good impression. My body is very slow in adjusting to the weather. I just hate being outside, while the other Indonesians are busy taking beautiful autumn pictures. I realized, in term of weather, I much more prefer studying in Thailand… everyday feels like summer… fufufu~

Oke, oke, that’s me, and how about you, guys? I wish, wherever you are and whatever you do, everything is fine.

So now, what am I doing in here, far from home and apart from family…? I am studying… study and dying. Hahaha… Suatu hari, salah seorang temen nanya, “Ngapain kamu di Jepang?”, dan kujawab, “Kuliah…,”.  And, yeah, as usual… reaksinya selalu, “Kamu ambil S3?? Waaah… hebat kamu,” -____-

Emm… thanks for the compliment (shy shy), but let me explain why now I’m trapped in this 4-season-country-I-ever-dreamed-to-study-in, as I wrote in my Twitter.

One day, I saw an update tweet of the eruption event of Mount Sinabung. Then it linked to another related article, and another and another. Then I realized a thing,

“Mmm... salah satu alasan saya membelot dari bidang per-disaster-an dan memutuskan untuk back on track ke urban planning adalah...

males lihat foto2 bencana yang menyayat hati, untuk dipelajari. It was truly not fun. Cukup 2 tahun aja deh >_<

Selama 2 tahun,semua kuliah,presentasi,tugas,sampai final defence pasti ada gambar rumah hancur,mayat berserakan.. yg plg bagus cuma foto yg miraculously survive,

Dan skrg sdkt bahagia liat foto2 tempat2 keren, pemandangan bagus... insyaAllah yg ginian bagus buat jiwa deh

Studying disaster was like disasteri-ing myself... but it was because I had not enough basic knowledge in it, it was totally new for me

But as time flies, bidang disaster jadi trending, seiring dengan makin seringnya terjadi bencana (yang terekspos)

Dgn segala keterbatasanku,cuma bisa miris setiap lihat berita bencana,I really can't do nothing, I'm not such kind of volunteer person...

At that point,after 2 years studied disaster,I knew something I (maybe) can do for,at least,lessen loss or suffer....

Bikin tempat bagus dan mengurangi dampak (jika terjadi) bencana is somehow more suit to me. So that, I now study more to make it...

Orang2 lain mungkin bisa berkontribusi mengurangi penderitaan waktu bencana tanpa harus kuliah tinggi2, apalagi sampe doktoral...

But I know I'm not that great, aku harus belajar untuk bisa mewujudkannya...

Some said, "you're really smart, u r now study doctoral," I said, "I'm stupid,so I have to study more to be smart and do something great" :)

Yeah,maka berbanggalah kalian yang sudah bisa bermanfaat bagi masyarakat,entah itu hal yang kecil...

Karena bbrp orang yg krg pede sperti saya masih harus belajar banyak biar jadi bermanfaat... even harus membeku di negeri otaku...

Dan membayangkan suatu hari bisa bikin sesuatu yang keren dan memberi manfaat buat orang banyak... yang menghindarkan mrk dr bencana...

Yupp, sekian curhatnya. Ah sial lagu di radio striming menye amat sih...!!!”

That’s all :p

Kalau dibilang otakku bias njeblug, yaa… gapapa lah, asal nggak njeblug ngeliatin gambar disaster, bikin stress kuadrat. Hehehe…. Walaupun untuk belajar urban design ini aku harus kembali membuka catatan-catatan lama waktu kuliah S1 dulu, plus belajar persungaian.

Yup, I’m back to the river stuffs!

Masih inget jaman TA ku yang Selokan Mataram?? You can read a bit here.

It was me on 2011, in Selokan Mataram

Dan entah jodoh atau terbiasa, waktu bikin research plan doctoral, lagi-lagi aku membahas soal sungai, tapi yaaa nggak Selokan Mataram lagi lah, sudah tanek saya ^^

I don’t know, I just enjoy when I did my research on riverside topic, I repeat, riverside… kawasan sempadan sungai/tepi sungai, bukan sungainya… kadang ada yang nanya soal sungainya, dan I have no knowledge at all about the river or any structural stuffs about it. Orang jaman kuliah “floods and droughts” aja aku sering ketiduran lantaran sang ajarn (guru dalam bahasa Thai) sudah tua dan menjelaskan segalanya dengan lambat… hihihi.

Kembali ke riverside… musim panas 2012 lalu (for DRC/disaster resilient countries program), pertama kalinya aku ke Kyoto, hari pertama, sengaja menyasarkan diri dengan jalan-jalan di sekeliling kawasan hotel, yang ternyata… tembus di sebuah sungai besar… sungai Kamo. Dan, it was… asik banget… jalan-jalan di tepi sungai, orang-orang jogging, sepedaan, piknik, pacaran (sigh, waktu itu si Kamen Rider nggak ikutan sih). Dan saya terpana. Selain itu, sering juga diajakin sama temen-temen buat nongkrong di tepi sungai itu, sambil minum-minum setelah seharian kuliah… but they drank beer, I drank Calpis, the we both drunk… haha, mereka mabuk, aku kewaregen… hoig. Moreover, there was a lecture in the program, explaining about Kamo river design… I also presented about this topic in AIT after came back from Japan. And the professor who taught this is now become my professor…

Kamo River

Seorang temen pernah nulis di status Facebooknya, yang intinya, kenapa setiap yang belajar ke luar negeri selalu melebih-lebihkan apa yang ada di negara tersebut dibandingkan negeri kita tercinta Indonesia. Wajar sih, karena mereka nggak melihat itu di Indonesia, maybe.

Personally, buatku Indonesia adalah rumah yang paling nyaman, apalagi cuacanya yang cuma gitu-gitu aja… enak banget deh. Tapi… rumah kita yang nyaman itu sekelilingnya nggak nyaman dan nggak livable, in case dalam bidangku, ketidaknyamanan itu nampak terlihat secara fisik. Membandingkan kawasan sempadan sungai Kamo sama sempadan kali Code? Come ‘on… Aku nggak pengen juga membandingkannya cuma dari sudut pandangku, yang pernah melihat tempat lain… apa yang terlihat bagus dan nyaman, belum tentu bagus dan nyaman di tempat lain kan…

In my opinion, sekarang sempadan sungai di kawasan perkotaan kok malah kebanyakan sudah diprivatisasi sama urban slums. Nggak bisa dinikmati sama sekali sama masyarakat banyak. Giliran ditata, they act like victimized, kehilangan tempat tinggal dan (sebagian) tempat bekerja juga. Hello… dengan adanya slums di sempadan sungai, sungainya sendiri udah tersiksa… ekosistem alaminya rusak, dan dalam jangka waktu yang panjang, sungainya sendiri juga rusak. Nanti waktunya banjir… rumahnya hanyut, atau kena longsor, bilangnya nasib… hedehhh… Ibarat manusia, si sungai juga butuh space yang cukup untuk dia beraktivitas kan. Sungainya sudah direkayasa sedemikian rupa, dibendung buat ngatur airnya, ditalud biar nggak erosi, dll… tapi nggak dikasih space buat overflow, diajak desak-desakan sama rumah-rumah.

Aku sendiri membayangkan suatu hari nanti, di suatu kota di Indonesia, di kota tempat tinggalku… (now I have two hometown :D hehehe) aku bisa menikmati tepian sungai, jalan-jalan, sepedaan, piknik sama keluarga… dan pacaran sama si Kamen Rider (khekekekekkk) dengan aman dan nyaman. Sungainya bersih… tepi sungainya bagus… kan enak to…

Dan masih omong-omong soal sungai, waktu di Thailand aku sempat nyobain naik Chao Praya Express, itu adalah bis air nya Bangkok. Hahahaha, aku nyebutnya bis air karena itu sebenernya boat yang beroperasi layaknya bis kota. Naik boat, mustinya duduk, biar aman, tapi ini bener-bener kayak bis, kalau tempat duduk penuh, ya berdiri, dan berdesak-desakan. Nggak peduli airnya nyiprat-nyiprat ke muka juga >_< it was really fun.

on the boat of Chao Praya Express

Dan waktu googling kapan hari, ternyata di Kali Mas Surabaya juga udah diterapkan system serupa (yang sayangnya belum pernah kucobain), cuma jalurnya nggak sepanjang Chao Praya Express, dan penggunaannya masih sebatas wisata, bukan sebagai transportasi umum sehari-hari. Tapi, kalo yang begini, kayaknya nggak cocok diterapkan di Kali Code, yang secara topografinya hilly, nggak flat kayak di Chao Praya atau Kali Mas. Hehehe… tapi mungkin sebenernya yang kayak ginian udah biasa di Banjarmasin ya??

Anyway… belajar soal riverside design, sebenernya aku harus belajar lagi dari awal. Tentang struktur sungainya, tentang gimana membuat design-nya (secara aku bukan arsitek)… semua dari awal. Semoga bisa bikin karya yang bagus melalui studiku disini, bisa berkontribusi buat negeri kita tercinta. Dan diatas semua itu, aku cuma berharap semoga suatu hari nanti aku bisa bermanfaat untuk orang banyak. Bukan buat dikenang, cuma untuk bekal ketika nanti aku menghadap Allah, aku bisa bilang, “Semoga apa yang kubuat sudah sesuai dengan planning-Mu memberi aku hidup :)”

FOR THE FUTURE

将来 の ため に

FOR LIFE!!!

生活 の ため に!!!