Yeah, I feel so miserable these days. Don't know why. Liar. I totally understand why I feel this way. Really, this thesis is now feels like killing me. And time, flies soooo soooo fast. I am just tired to chase it. Could you just stop a while and wait for me to think more clearly?
I pray to God to give ease in doing this. I feel like I'm a foolish girl, stupidly rushing myself into these chaotic circumstance while my brain works so slow.... I wish I could be clever in a blink. I know it's impossible, but I really wish. I just want to finish. No, I want to finish with satisfaction. God, please lead me... Amin.
On the other side, I felt super happy today because of my fiancee finally get his dream job. I'm so proud of him, and really happy that we draw the path together. Maybe it sounds greedy, I asks a lot from God to give me a lot of miracles. Thank God, I love you more than anyting. I just try to be a better person, but I'm just a human with much much limitations, only You that do not have limitation. I just pray to you. Thank you Allah for keeping me alive, and giving me this wonderful life, though it's tough.
Yeah, finally I ended up writing a post instead of thesis. Tomorrow I have to finish this mess!!!
For dreams, for the future, for life!!!
(I feel relieve a bit after writing this, osh! Semangat lagi!)
