Yeay!
It’s been a long time I didn't write any birthday post.
Well,
HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY to myself (on May 12)
I
always always being grateful that I could live this long… it is the greatest
gift from God for me.
Latest
birthday post was when I turned 25. I was in Thailand pursuing my master
degree. And time really flies so fast, 3 freaking years already passed! I feel
like I still 25 years old, but in fact I get older and older in age number.
So,
what changes in me after 3 years?
Many
things changed.
I am
now married, my ‘jomblo hina’ (desperate single) era was ended beautifully.
I am
now living in Japan, already 1 and half years, and still have 1.5 years more,
or probably longer.
I am
now pursuing doctoral degree, stage I never thought I would reach in this age.
The
most important is… I am now a mother.
And…
I think my body is now being very nice to me, since I feel a lot healthier and
a lot more active.
See,
there are many changes that I have to be thankful of :)
Somehow, being 28 years old give me an effect of being mature, somekind like… I should more
behave like a mature adult. However, I maybe still want to be young and free,
like age is not an obstacle for me for enjoy life as I want to. I still can
enjoy traveling, get lost in somewhere randomly, playing with water, wearing
colorful clothes… anything. Something changed is just now I am with my husband
and little baby. And they are my awesome crazy mates. I can still traveling and
get lost with them, and even wearing colorful clothes matching with them. Maybe,
as I get older, something also changed in my mind, or the way I behave to
others, but I wish it is in a good way.
Something
never change from myself is… I STILL A DAYDREAMER.
There
are many goals I wanna reach in the future.
For
myself, for my family too…
My
personal dreams, and family goals…
I
still want to travel around the world, with my family. I don't know, it will be
turn out… maybe for study (again), for work, or just traveling on vacation. As
long as I can go to a new place in the world, I am happy.
I
still want to do something useful for many people. I feel, I never do anything
useful for people yet until now. I’m still thinking the way I would make it
happen someday… but for now, I have to study harder, maybe someday the
knowledge I gained might be useful.
Short-term
dream… conduct my research in awesome way, I want to make it one of my
masterpiece I will be proud of. And maybe… related to my statement above, can
be useful for people too. I also look
for a fit job for me in the future. Some said, doctoral graduate may fit in
teaching job, I honestly want to do it too, but kinda not confident yet. I don't
know, something happened in the past regarding this matter, or maybe I just too
afraid of being rejected by university I dream to work for. Hehehe…. Wherever,
Jogja, Surabaya… or maybe Japan… I’ll do my best!!!
Well, I am now 28
years old.
2 more years to turn
30… hahaha…
It’s not a big deal.
Age can be older, but
my soul will stay young!
Let’s being
awesome in 28!
For freams, for the
future, for life!!!
