Miracle Happens!

こんばんはみんあ！

いまわたしはきょうとにいます。

へへへ。。。

Hello all!

Now I am in Kyoto, hehehe...

And anyway, I feel cold these days. I come from the tropical country that doesn't have such an extreme weather like here. So, I never been exposed to this cold... Actually, I had, when I visited my father in Boston when I was a child, but it was loooooooong time ago. I already forget the feel.

Okay, so, I apologize for very very long time not post anything... hahaha, feels like I have a lot of readers (but honestly, I thanked everyone for still reading my blog, eventhough it's already moved to here). I planned to post regularly, but then... this little devil called laziness came... and it's always around me. So sorry...

After several months enjoying life after marriage... the D-day came, I had to leave my beloved comfortable-but-hot country Indonesia to Japan. In purpose to continue my study (again?? I will write about this later, is it ok?), I have to leave my comfort zone, lazy life, good to hot weather, my beloved husband, sisters, and parents... all the things I love in Indonesia.

Here I come, JAPAN!

Actually, (some of you may already know) I love Japan and stuffs... but, as I experienced in Thailand... I made my own theory... A NICE COUNTRY WON'T BE NICE ANYMORE WHEN YOU STUDY THERE. Hahaha!!! So, I'm not really enjoy so far...

Maybe it is because my husband is not here yet. Because, he's the one who always be with me for this last 4 months and I had so much fun with him. Being far from him is somehow not fun. I have nobody to make fun... or to talk to... Chotto sabishii nee, koko ni T^T

Okay, stop being melancholic.

In one gloomy day, I was about to apply for mobile phone contract (in Japan, u have to sign contract to have mobile phone service, unlike in Indonesia or Thailand, it was soooooo UNEASY!!!). For several first days after I landed in Japan, I try to fill all requirements to apply the phone. But then, after I thought it is completed, I went to phone shop, then... one of the letter is left in the dorm... which is very far from the phone shop. Okay, I told the shopkeeper I will be back in evening with the letter. 

Then, I went to campus, do campus stuffs, back to dorm, take a shower, dududuuddu... take the letter... and back to the phone shop.

THEN THE WORST PART HAPPENED!

The shopkeeper said that my residence letter (not the card) is wrong! WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING IN HERE? Honestly, because I can't read kanji, I don't know what letter is it, because the shopkeeper said it is green, so I thought it is the right one. Later, I know that the officer in ward office is just registered me and giving the registration code (that letter), but not giving the residence letter. Haiiiiiizzzz!!!

I disappointed to the max. My roaming service would be end on the next day, and I just can contact my husband and my family through PC, only when I'm in the dorm. I was soooo soooo sad... and deeply disappointed. Then I cried. Okay, this part is very embarrassing. Hehehe... I don't know why it happened again... problems with mobile phone, like the first time I came to Thailand and got frustrated with Thai mobile phone provider because of the service was set in THAI LANGUANGE... -__- And this time, because of those complicated procedure.... no wayyyyy!!!!

On the way home, still a bit tears shed (hihihi), I was thinking that something is going wrong with me. I stopped in the drug store, bought stuff, then went home by train.

I reached home with feeling bladder so bad!!!

I went to the toilet and... voila!

This is the answer of why my period doesn't come, why I feel so sleepy and easily get tired, and why my mood is unstable... Yeaaah... this is because there is a miracle happens in my body. And you know how it feels? Surprised, cannot believe, excited and super happy, yet worried. After several months trying, finally my baby come in unpredictable time. I rushed my husband for video call, and he was very surprise and happy. Aaaah, God always have the right timing for our fate...

3 days later, I went again to the ward office and asked for the correct letter. Then, finally I got the phone!!! Fyuuuh... I don't know why it's always going not easy for me, but it's ok, finally I got it.

As I read in many postings about having pregnancy in Japan, there are also complicated procedures I have to pass. So, when I went to the ward office, I also asked about the procedures (trust me, it is not easy to communicate here, unless you can speak Japanese, or unless you find somebody can speak Japanese to accompany you... or if you go alone, pray hard that one of hundreds people in the office other than you can speak English clearly, hehe). Then, firstly, before I start the procedure in the ward office (it's related to medical insurance/hokken service), they asked me to go to the doctor first and get my pregnancy check up.

I asked my dorm-mate (friend in the same dorm, but different room) to accompany me to the hospital. And after a bit confusion in the hospital registration (for, once again, language problem), I met the obstetrician that, fortunately, can speak English CLEARLY. Thank God, for this vital part, I got somebody I can talk easily... Fufufu...

And for the first time... I saw my baby through ultrasound... he/she is now 6 weeks, and already has its own heartbeat... I was so touched... Yeay, hello baby... let's face this autumn, winter and spring together happily and healthy... and waiting your papa patiently, because he must be trying his best to meet us before you come to world...

Thank Allah for the miracle, I know it won't be always easy, but I will try my best to enjoy any circumstances You give to me... because being alive is a miracle....

Again, I thank You for keeping me alive and let me experience life...