Nope, I've just found out that “I miss you” was harder to say than it. But what I would write today is not about it.
Ramadhan already reach its 29th day, and I feel like to extend it more.
My life changed so suddenly lately. In a month, I have to fix some life problems I should have fixed before I met someone. But what destiny written is somewhat different with what I had planned before… All ruined.
As time passes, I learned a lot. How to handle this or to control that, tried to solve many things in one time was so tough. But still, there are stuffs I can’t manage well. Thanks to all the problems, I now understand that happiness is something to reach not to be waited.
Bulan Ramadhan kali ini sungguh special buatku. Segalanya nggak berjalan mulus, beberapa menyakitkan, dan beberapa terasa sangat sangat berat. Bingung harus melangkah kemana dan bagaimananya. Dan karena ini Ramadhan, jadi aku harus berusaha lebih banyak “merayu” Allah untuk membuatku kuat menghadapi masalah. But more I asked for strength, more problems given. Though I cried all night long, those problems wouldn’t get rid. Dan aku mulai sadar, I have to struggle to solve all one by one. Nggak perlu terburu-buru, karena setiap masalah punya timing-nya sendiri untuk terselesaikan.
Ketika cinta yang kuharapkan nggak berjalan seperti yang kuinginkan, dan aku jadi merasa sendirian, di waktu itulah orang-orang yang sayang padaku datang menawarkan dirinya, sekedar menemaniku ngobrol, jalan-jalan, curhat-curhatan, bahkan membantuku ngerjakan TA. Oh… really, I feel like I had wasted these nice people for all this time… When I fall, they encourage me, help me, and make me laugh again. I couldn’t write down their name one by one, but I want them know how grateful I am they’re exist around me. I’m so blessed having you all!
Setelah bulan ini berlalu, semoga semuanya berjalan baik kembali. “I haven’t achieved anything for this late three months,” I said to someone 5 months ago via YM chat. Tapi sekarang aku harus mencapai sesuatu, either love or academic stuffs. Eh? Love? I think I already get it now, in different form, though, but I really thankful for the love and trust I got from people around me. Academic stuffs? For now, I promise myself, and friends who helped me, I have to make it true!
And… tomorrow is my beloved sister’s birthday. Yay! Her birthday is celebrated by takbir. Plus, she already got A for her thesis. おめでとう、Chom! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, may you always healthy and happy, you know I love you much. You always become my spirit to be a better CC for you /kis.
I’m off for leaving to East Java during Lebaran days…
Happy holiday! Don’t forget to bring me gift from your hometown, friends!
PS: Read this also.
Ramadhan already reach its 29th day, and I feel like to extend it more.
My life changed so suddenly lately. In a month, I have to fix some life problems I should have fixed before I met someone. But what destiny written is somewhat different with what I had planned before… All ruined.
As time passes, I learned a lot. How to handle this or to control that, tried to solve many things in one time was so tough. But still, there are stuffs I can’t manage well. Thanks to all the problems, I now understand that happiness is something to reach not to be waited.
Bulan Ramadhan kali ini sungguh special buatku. Segalanya nggak berjalan mulus, beberapa menyakitkan, dan beberapa terasa sangat sangat berat. Bingung harus melangkah kemana dan bagaimananya. Dan karena ini Ramadhan, jadi aku harus berusaha lebih banyak “merayu” Allah untuk membuatku kuat menghadapi masalah. But more I asked for strength, more problems given. Though I cried all night long, those problems wouldn’t get rid. Dan aku mulai sadar, I have to struggle to solve all one by one. Nggak perlu terburu-buru, karena setiap masalah punya timing-nya sendiri untuk terselesaikan.
Ketika cinta yang kuharapkan nggak berjalan seperti yang kuinginkan, dan aku jadi merasa sendirian, di waktu itulah orang-orang yang sayang padaku datang menawarkan dirinya, sekedar menemaniku ngobrol, jalan-jalan, curhat-curhatan, bahkan membantuku ngerjakan TA. Oh… really, I feel like I had wasted these nice people for all this time… When I fall, they encourage me, help me, and make me laugh again. I couldn’t write down their name one by one, but I want them know how grateful I am they’re exist around me. I’m so blessed having you all!
Setelah bulan ini berlalu, semoga semuanya berjalan baik kembali. “I haven’t achieved anything for this late three months,” I said to someone 5 months ago via YM chat. Tapi sekarang aku harus mencapai sesuatu, either love or academic stuffs. Eh? Love? I think I already get it now, in different form, though, but I really thankful for the love and trust I got from people around me. Academic stuffs? For now, I promise myself, and friends who helped me, I have to make it true!
And… tomorrow is my beloved sister’s birthday. Yay! Her birthday is celebrated by takbir. Plus, she already got A for her thesis. おめでとう、Chom! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, may you always healthy and happy, you know I love you much. You always become my spirit to be a better CC for you /kis.
I’m off for leaving to East Java during Lebaran days…
Selamat Idul Fitri 1431 H, Minal Aidzin wal Faidzin
For everyone, I’m so sorry for mistakes I’ve made… may we back to fitrah again, like a blank paper. And from now on, let’s start fill the paper with many good things!Happy holiday! Don’t forget to bring me gift from your hometown, friends!
PS: Read this also.
bingung mw komen apa
ReplyDeleteyahh emang tiap masalah punya timing masing masing, dan tak perlu diselesaikan secara serentak
selamat ulang tahun untuk your beloved sister
dan mohon maaf lahir dan batin
thank you, yodhi-kun... kadang ketika semua terasa berat, otak nggak sanggup buat berpikir lagi. masalah memang harus diselesaikan satu-satu, kalau semuanya bersamaan, rasanya bisa meledak!
ReplyDeleteah... iya, thank you juga, nanti kusampaikan sama adikku.
sama2, mohon maaf lahir batin. mudik nggak?
thanks for liking this :)
ReplyDeleteHahaha.....sepertinya ak juga begitu Puasa tahun ini agak sedikit berat..........^^
ReplyDeleteTapi mang yg kau katakan diatas sebagian juga ak rasakan.....cinta dari merak yg peduli dengan diri kita....bener2 begitu indah...........^^
Selamat berlibur and merayakan Lebaran ya....hati2 dijalan.... :D
iya ya... rasanya lebih berat.., tapi mungkin dari yang berat itu kita akan jadi lebih kuat :)
ReplyDeleteyup! kadang kita mengejar cinta yang jauh tanpa melihat cinta yang dekat dan ternyata banyak... semoga semakin dekat dengan orang2 yang menyayangi kita.
kamu juga Sakubo-san. selamat berlibur^^
Eid Mubarak ya mba Nekopink,,,Barakallahu
ReplyDeletesama2 mbak morpho, minal aidzin wal faidzin ^^
ReplyDeletekurang tw tuh
ReplyDeletekesehatan bokap lagi kurang fit
wah? semoga bapaknya sehat ya... lebaran dalm kota juga seru kok. tetep semangat!
ReplyDeletemakasih pinku
ReplyDeletetapi lebih seru mudik, jalan jalan lihat pemandangan
u're welcome :)
ReplyDeleteiya, aku paling suka lewat hutan-hutan (kalo siang), pemandangannya bagus, dan rasanya pengen bikin video klip. hehehe...
emang kamu kalo mudik kemana?
disini tak ada hutan, hutan kota juga kecil
ReplyDeletewiihhh video klip lagu apa film?
kalo mudik ke Kediri, mampir Jogja, Malang, Surabaya dan sebagainya
hahaha... iya, makanya kan go out of town itu menyenangkn buatku ;)
ReplyDeletehmm, apa ya? video klip musik tapi modelnya aku, gyahahahahah!!!
woh, kamu ke Jatim juga to hihihihi, sama lah
Iya nih bulan puasa kali ini saya didatangi satu problem yang lumayan menguji keterampilan menata hati (cieh bahasanya...0. Syukurlah paling nggak udah saling mengerti meski belum sepenuhnya selesai masalahnya...I guess you're right that every problem has its timing to solve ^^a
ReplyDeleteSelamat merayakan Idul Fitri dan mohon maaf lahir batin m(__)m
hahaha... iya kak, bahasamu... XD
ReplyDeleteyup, moga2 segalanya habis ini berjalan lebih baik ya. for you, me and everyone. As I wrote, every problem has its timing to solve, so don't worry and keep struggling (I'm telling myself too).
Selamat Idul Fitri juga, kak... maaf lahir batin...
fotonya bagusssss
ReplyDeletethank you, that's my bestfried who shot.. :)
ReplyDeleteHmm,,u just already blessed..then all u need is keepin' struggle..smile n heppy.. :)
ReplyDeletehepi belated Idul Fitri..i m sorry abt all mistakes i've done to u n ur family..n hepi b'day for ur sister too ya..may she luck in everything as she's lucky for having u be her sister..^^ -english sak kecekele!madul mawut!haha-
hahaha, it's oke, we're not talking about grammar here *wink to the english lecturer*
ReplyDeleteyup, thanks a lot for always encourage me.. walaupun kita dah jarang ketemu, tetep menyenangkan.. :) keep fighting, osh!
oke, nanti kusampaikan ke adik. eh,besok ding. sms aja lgsg :)
hepi idul fitri :D
ReplyDeletebnr jg y
tiap mslh ada timingny sdr bwt t'slesekn
selamat idul fitri mb rizki.. ayo semangat thesisnya!!
ReplyDeleteyup, seperti quote klise ini; indah pada waktunya, isn't it?
met idul fitri.
ReplyDeleteyes, it's true. more stronger you are, so many problems would come to you to solve.
makasih mb Ary, itu tandanya Allah sayang,kita dikasih ujian kan buat naik level. amin..
ReplyDeletemet idul fitri mb, maaf lahir batin ya..